| BARBADOS I WANNA STAYA story by DENNIS YOUNG
 
 ^^ A LOVE STORY CONTINUES ^^
 
 The sun's midday heat was scorching  the road,melting it into tar.It was
 
 a relentless heat.It was a heat which drove everyone to their homes and
 
 caused shoe-less men to limp.((water  water..gimmuh some water).  A
 
 glass of water was the only quencher for this kind of heat.
 
 Veronica stayed silent throughout the journey from church.Her thoughts
 
 were stretched  towards Tuesday morning.She was leaving this beautiful
 
 island,her new-found love,her friends.~~oh i wish it wouldn't end~~
 
 Duawee's mind was also stretched  towards Tuesday.He wondered how about
 
 the leaving of -his new-found love .~Will there be tears on  both
 
 sides?Will she still love him after her return to America--Away from him
 
 and the paradise they both created. The new-found loves were getting
 
 lost in the silence.no words were spoken.somehow, even though their
 
 thoughts were the same,the eyes and ears  did not connect.It probably
 
 will sink in more tomorrow/YES,it'll make more sense then.Tomorrow
 
 Monday.                                                            Junie
 
 was in the kitchen when they both entered the house.The baby was
 
 sleeping.The baby's mother was busy helping Junie.Marlene was no where
 
 to be found.Duawee greeted the cooks with  cheek-kisses. Veronica  said
 
 hello and sat down in the long  chair. Her eyes grew heavier with  every
 
 minute..sleep was running her down  and  she needed to get to bed.Her
 
 head bobbed every six  seconds.Duawee had disappeared,but she was not
 
 really looking for him,sleep was all she cared about at that moment.
 
 Duawee  reappeared dressed in a long t-shirt. He gave her the blue
 
 t-shirt with  african paintings.she took it and headed to the bathroom
 
 to change.she re-emerged looking all native,a Bajan-American.Duawee
 
 asked Junie which room could he use for the sleepy heads.she pointed
 
 towards the larger room(Junie's room).They crawl towards the waiting
 
 pillows.   <>. The sleep fell
 
 into them as soon as their heads hit the soft pillows......
 
 Veronica was in a dream ,a dream full of dead faces..grandfather
 
 bringing ice-cream..grandmothers arguing in the kitchen--it's
 
 thanksgiving.She is the small girl sitting on a table.she's five years
 
 old and still her normal  age - its a strange  dream- she runs out of
 
 the house,leaving its noise to the wind..she's in the park playing with
 
 a friend,someone she hadn't seen in ages,not since they both left
 
 college.They  walk out of the park,into a maze and get lost. The more
 
 they shouted, the further they drifted,until they become
 
 -voices,haunting voices.They drifted away and they are alone,they still
 
 see each other,but cannot touch..  Crying begins until their mothers
 
 come  for them and  smiles return. On the way back to the  house the
 
 woman taking Veronica home turns out to be a stranger,an old lady she
 
 used to tease years ago. With every step they took,the tighter the grip
 
 becomes.Veronica tries to run away,but the grip and the old lady's face
 
 holds her there. The old face looks down .it's  a scary face.--**(it's
 
 payback time for the teasing by a little girl on an old woman,who only
 
 wanted to be loved.)**--     The  face looks down,its eyes red and
 
 scary..horrible.. a nightmare begins. RUN RUN ..galloping  shoes of the
 
 old woman, matching strides,a cold,dead hand on her shoulders..she
 
 screams and run and run.. the face is next to her laughing and its an
 
 ugly face, so she looks away,but the face is everywhere..
 
 RUN..RUN..scream..heart beat.. heart beat..  -huuuuhh-  huhhhh (catching
 
 for breath) -huuhhh.. she makes it to her home.it's an empty  house with
 
 the walls painted grey.  PANIC. - huuhh -huuhh. Her mind is scrambling
 
 to make sense of the surroundings.the old woman disappears.only her own
 
 heart beats,she hears. music is straining from behind a door. she looks
 
 into the room,its walls are painted blue. A stranger is standing over
 
 the music center playing the same song over and over again--the
 
 song:::WHEN LOVE IS NEW:: .The closer Veronica gets to the music and the
 
 stranger..the softer the music becomes.she cannot make out his face.he
 
 is tall .Somehow,her lips finds a way to his.The kiss is sweet,but the
 
 stranger's face is still hidden. Hands explore each other and the dress
 
 falls away from her body. He removes his jacket,revealling part of his
 
 bronze skin.His shirt is white,silky and familiar.she becomes older in
 
 this part of the dream.After she entered the blue room, she became the
 
 Veronica in paradise. The music is slow.the heartbeat is fast.they are
 
 in love. the lips become the heart's messenger and the heart reacts
 
 sudden, a tilting within their bodies.The man holds his woman tight.the
 
 woman becomes ready for him,because the length of time breaks her down..
 
 ((**it's been a long time,since i held yuh and ask yuh how was your
 
 day**)).
 
 Clouds in the room/dream..the dreamer reacts..*i cannot lose this dream
 
 now.   !!!!dream ..where are you?  dream  dream..uhhhh, yes make me
 
 now>>> The floor becomes a mat full of petals and it's there the dreamer
 
 mets her lover again and its happening  and not... happ...n.:::""-uh
 
 ahhh  uhh uhh ahh..
 
 ^The  dreamer awakes and falls into sleep again.A kiss on her forehead
 
 breaks up her dream. Duawee awakes to find her struggling with
 
 someone,so he kisses her sweet. he returns her to herself. ^^ Duawee's
 
 dream  is lying next to him,snuggled up on his shoulder.
 
 Outside the room visitors are assembling,moving around in
 
 whispers.Marlene appears from out of her room,her eyes ready to face the
 
 day.she kept the story of the party locked in her head.One word about
 
 last night might trigger Junie's anger..so cool it till Tuesday. Marlene
 
 opens the door to look in on the lovebirds
 
 Marlene: OH Looka dem doh,duh look suh sweet.
 
 She signals to Lorraine to come and look, but Lorraine is not
 
 interested. Marlene is confronted by her mother's stare. She moves away
 
 quickly,finding the baby and kissing the face over and over again.Inside
 
 the room the sleepers unwind from their rest.They  look at each other
 
 and smile.No words,just smiles and a little kiss in between.They go the
 
 bathroom separately,to get ready for lunch and the rest of the day. The
 
 table is ready((more food--Junie cooks up a storm )).Veronica enters
 
 first in her blue t-shirt,looking all bajan.she feels so different
 
 now,like she was family.she feels like Marlene is her sister and Junie
 
 her aunt. the baby belongs to  her too.she hadn't really gotten to know
 
 Lorraine,but later today that might all change when the three of them
 
 sit around and tell jokes and secret  wishes. Duawee enters the room.
 
 ***peek-a-boo---guess who***.   Little face Mike was in  the  house. He
 
 and his mother  had come over to thank the stranger.
 
 Little Face Mike introduces his mother.Veronica notices the
 
 resemblance..the same little face was on the little mother..she was
 
 about 5' 4"..The mother sat back down quickly after the
 
 handshake,complaining about her arthritis.the pain shot pass her
 
 knees..squeezing her other limbs making her eyes twitch.That pain
 
 hovered around for about a minute.It's a pain which grabs you and
 
 connects you to reality..it's an old time pain or a hard work pain
 
 ..either one this pain will remind you.    After  the slight relief ,the
 
 mother sighs.Then her questions begins to flow.she asks about Veronica's
 
 family.Her questions aimed trying to find if, somewhere in the past, if
 
 her family had a bajan heritage.Veronica did not know all the
 
 answers.Lil Face Mike was holding unto Veronica's hands.His face was
 
 full of smiles.His face spelt love /love spread from him and his mother
 
 to the giver/the savior of complete hunger..VERONICA. The talk of love
 
 and gratitude filters through to Veronica's eyes,which begin to lose
 
 water.Duawee squeezes her neck,so that she would regain her
 
 composure.((drab the eyes..they are sweating)).Everyone  discovers
 
 Junie's  banquet.a meal to feed about 20 people was prepared for
 
 eight.there will be plenty of leftovers. Prayers by Ida(Mike's
 
 mother)blesses the meal and Veronica.The special prayers sent a slight
 
 sharp feeling through her..a feeling of embarassment.  FOOD...A LOT OF
 
 FOOD. Eight people took their turns around the food.it was like a
 
 voyage..rice /chicken/gravy created a ship sailing.the extras were
 
 little boats which rescues from the bloated ship.The passengers  floats
 
 after the heavy meal capsize them into lazy drones.. As they floated on
 
 their chairs..a  big glass of mauby
came  crashing
 
 in.'' .
 
 (MAUBY-ice cold on a sunday..ahhhhh..tell de sun to throw down its
 
 heat..mauby gine always save we..)
 
 The table was cleared of plates/ bowls/saucers/forks/spoons/glasses
 
 etc..They were placed under tap water,soaped,dried, then laid to
 
 rest.rest until another day,when they are again called upon to rescue
 
 the hunger and the thirst. Television ON. A sunday matinee..a black and
 
 white love story.The eyes follow every scene until sleep takes hold of a
 
 few and their  snoring mixes a phat beat..like hip-hop((zznlkll
 
 knippp.zznlll.knippp)(psushhe..shhhuse..knippp shhhuse.knippp).Junie
 
 turns off the television and heads to her room.everyone was sleeping
 
 now.they were in front of the screen posing in their sleep..In the big
 
 chair--Veronica--Mike--Duawee,heads locked together.In another chair to
 
 the right of Duawee- Ida,her SNOORE had the hardest beat.On the
 
 floor-Marlene.Some of Lil Rick's wuk-ups had caught up with her.She
 
 couldn't even make it to her room. A fly rested on the mat,rubbing its
 
 legs with glee.A row of ants marched to their homes with six times their
 
 body weight loaded on their backs.^^left,, right,, left,, right..de ants
 
 coming down..  left,, right,, left,, right..marching through de hot
 
 sun^^.          The house was quiet,except fot the hip=hop snores,and
 
 that's how it remained.The house shelters from the heat.it comforts you
 
 in  sleep .its provides solitude while you rest.it protects you from the
 
 outside...     *()()_()()*
 
 CALANG..CALANG..CALANG. de ice man.. Mike knew he wasn't dreaming when
 
 he heard the sound.he rushed out from between Veronica and Duawee.Their
 
 head crashes against each other  and creats a slight pain.They didn't
 
 want ICE-CREAM.THEY WANTED LOVE.They held each other and whispered,their
 
 afternoon breath running up each other's nostrils. They were in love, so
 
 a stale breath which came with the love notes was all part of their
 
 comfort zone.Mike came back into the house,his hands dripping  cream.he
 
 had bought ice cream for everyone.He even bought one for his friend,who
 
 help him with the other ice creams. Mike hands Veronica a red  lolly..a
 
 special lolly.
 
 Veronica: could you place it in a cup for me please? it's dripping all
 
 over my hands.  thank you mike.
 
 Mike:ok,then... mummy i gine outside and play wid Chris. ""
 
 Ida; don"t go too far.i'll be right here.                           "
 
 Mike: uh gine be out front ..bye.
 
 Duawee;Ida i haven't seen you in long time. how are you doing?
 
 IDA; Boy de arthritis got de old girl doing dixie.uh don"t know  what to
 
 do wid de legs.de doctor en know either.uh wasting time dealing wid
 
 he..sometimes uh  feel uh would cut both uh dem off..duh does hurt
 
 bad..apart from dat i  just give thanks to de lord,cause he gimmuh
 
 Mike.he's a blessed child..ef  half uh de young uns growing bout dis
 
 buubados,did like he,this country  would be a better place fuh all uh
 
 we,but nuff bout me.how yuh doing?
 
 Duawee: i'm fine,just working hard.so what have you tried for the
 
 arthritis? i heard about some natural herbs from a friend,his mother
 
 also has arthritis,she uses them and its like a miracle.I have some at
 
 home.you take them as a tea and they clear  the parasites from  your
 
 body.The herbs are over 500 years old.all natural .i'll get some and
 
 bring for you next week..ok.  Junie i'm just going outside to walk off
 
 that meal. i feel like i put on some weight.^
 
 Ida:yuh look fine tuh me. ask your girlfriend ..tell him how  he
 
 looks..de girls round hay does still ask bout you,Duawee.We gine tell
 
 duh yuh got uh chossel,and stop dem looking..ahhhaa heee
 
 hehe(laughing)..
 
 The door closes the sound of laughter.Veronica walks away with
 
 curiosity~~ .  The heat's softer now.children were returning from sunday
 
 school.young men dress in nice clothes..young women in best frocks. The
 
 young men  greeted Duawee with a "MR. MAYNARD"..the young women  giggle
 
 at his soft eyes...a smile and  sense of importance surrounds  him.From
 
 their faces he could tell who their families were..the resemblance
 
 startling.-His boyhood days returns to him..he wore a short
 
 pants(trousers)to sunday school too.he didn't like the sunday
 
 service..just to look at his *girlfriend was  the reason he would make
 
 the visit to church .he was nine  years old and it became a ritual.
 
 later he  disliked church for two more reasons.his girlfriend moved away
 
 and on television,the sunday matinee started at 3;30pm, sunday school
 
 ended at 4;00pm .he would rush out of church, run all the way
 
 home,undress in a pant--huhuh.. huhuh,walk up the road,casually,so as
 
 not to arouse mother's  suspicions..go to  the T.V house..((he's
 
 becoming a T.V. louse)).sit down and try to figure out the first hour of
 
 the show..It pains him when he misses the best of James
 
 Cagney/Edward.G.Robinson/Humphey Bogart gangster moves. He really likes
 
 those shows, not for the lifestyle they presented,but for their acting
 
 ability.Westerns were ok.Love  stories-forget it..Musicals --he's
 
 staying after sunday school. YES. those days of splendid youth,growing
 
 up in Barbados.  Veronica was feeling uneasy She was walking with Duawee
 
 and he was in his own world..he was not introducing her to the staring
 
 eyes...the peepers from  behind the curtains...the eyes retreating from
 
 the flaps of wooden door/windows.
 
 The sudden feeling of being single out grips her.She,in turns, grips
 
 Duawee.He returns from his past in time to introduce her to two old
 
 ladies, he knew from those days..these two old women were  fixtures in
 
 the village.They held the village together.the young and old respected
 
 them always .Their names slipped from  his memory.The old women catches
 
 the slip-up and introduces their names to Veronica.She smiles.they
 
 returned theirs.The hands were old...but those four hands...  fed many a
 
 young child...stop up the hunger...deliver  many a baby..held many
 
 tired/sad hearts..calms and comforts when death comes a-calling..those
 
 four hands.. their fingers scorned and issued warnings..fingers which
 
 would grab the nearest pea tree limb..break it off and spank your
 
 backside((americans- get a good ass-wupping)
 
 ,then send you home to your parents for the follow-up.. as a youngster
 
 you dare not show any disrespect to these two women.your life would be
 
 *SCRUGE*,(unblessed)..those two women were the heart and soul of the
 
 village and surrounding areas..RESPECT DUE TO THEM ALWAYS..the first
 
 granny -Ethel was born and bred bajan,has always lived in this
 
 village.the second granny-Merna was born in Grenada,DE ISLE OF
 
 SPICE.Merna came to Barbados at age 7.Her aunt was told to take her to
 
 *de  land of FLYING FISH,before her parents left Grenada,to migrate to
 
 ENGLAND,whose mythical streets were paved with  gold..Her aunt
 
 discovered Barbados offered a future, so she stayed__((*writer's
 
 note--this statement does not,in any way,suggest that Barbados was any
 
 better than Grenada..this statement is used as an illustration to show
 
 how immigrants always view their new homes.eg; caribbean people first
 
 visting NEW YORK..LONDON--how do you view your new home?)).Ethel and
 
 Merna met at primary school.They became firm friends when one bully girl
 
 pick on *de forener wid de strange accent*and tried to extort money from
 
 de little seven-year old Grenadian..Ethel saw the shakedown and with one
 
 slap,knock down big bully-girl,who didn't even see the slap coming,but
 
 saw the stars forming around her head.The little Grenadian girl obeyed
 
 the words**RUN TUH CLASS AND TELL THE TEACHER...I"LL TAKE CARE OF HER.**
 
 >From that day on, the bond of friendship was shaped..Flying Fish and
 
 Spice..when mixed up, man um sweet..CARIBBEAN INTEGRATION AT IT
 
 FINEST..--~""yes, we be but small islands,but just touch one  uh we and
 
 we gine defend--IDEOLOGY"". SO the two grew up through school years
 
 ..teenage years..they shared  everything together...married two best
 
 friends from  the same parish.They got married three months apart..their
 
 lives was Bajan life...Grenadian life..Caribbean alive..there are too
 
 many stories to begin and end with these two pillows of society..
 
 Duawee,again, remembers some of his boyhood days as soon as Merna
 
 reflects on the cut-tail(beating),she gave him,when he and another boy
 
 name *TOSS MUH BREAD* were fighting over a piece of cane..here there
 
 were; two friends fighting over sugar cane and the cane fields were full
 
 of freshly cut canes.They were being spurred on by
 
 agitators-shouting::"MAN DUAWEE YOU TEK DAH ..CUFF FE MAN..I WUN TEK DAH
 
 FROM HE..MAN.. MOP HE UP..GO ON TOSS MUH BREAD..DUAWEE CAN'T HANDLE
 
 YOU..CHUH TWO HIGH FALLS IN HE.The fight was not over the sugar cane,but
 
 over an assertion of child man-hood.The licks came raining down on the
 
 two of them.The agitators took off like a kite,snaking through the cane
 
 ground.TOSS MUH BREAD got the first set of lashes.Duawee dare not
 
 moved.As a boy when getting ready for licks, it didn't pay to
 
 run,because if you ran away today..you'll get more the next day.So the
 
 licks were shared between the two and after the finger scorn..TOSS MUH
 
 BREAD AND DUAWEE hugged and skipped all the way
 
 home.yes..those..days..bygone days.. Veronica was enjoying the
 
 anecdotes,especially the one about the time Duawee was made to take off
 
 his pants and stay in the house..his mother warning him to read a book
 
 or he gine go blind from looking at the sun and flying
 
 kite..morning,noon and night..Veronica teased him by pulling on his arm
 
 and smiling..the other stories he will share with her later..but for now
 
 he would show her the rest of his youth.. Ethel dropping the *marriage*
 
 remark signalled it was time to leave.The goodbyes from the old ladies
 
 travelled downill.They walked,pass some other sunday school boys.Then
 
 some older boys gambling,stooping over their livelihood.Old men gathered
 
 outside a shop,its door closed,in respect of the Lord's day.Veronica's
 
 hands were in and out of so many hands,they were beginning to
 
 hurt.Finally they reach a  group of men(boys)shouting out the tales of
 
 Saturday night--^^someone was getting horn((his girl was seeing another
 
 man))^^_someone nearly got in a fight over a motorcycle--leaning against
 
 another man's motorcycle could spell death..especially if it's the NINJA
 
 BIKE 1500 cc..fast and  furious..yuh can horn that man but don't lean
 
 pon his bike..he would kill yuh boyee..^^ Veronica noticed the contrast
 
 of this group..ages stemmed from 18 to about 22..they were jovial and
 
 enjoying life to the fullest..INTROS:>>
 
 DUWAEE;;;  This is Mark..Elvis...Tyrone..Colin..Andy..Chris and the one
 
 over there, dress to the hilt, is my friend Peter.
 
 The introductions were fast and gentle,each man returning the greeting
 
 with  a bowed head..then sniggered amoungst themselves..LOOKA DE FOOD..
 
 Tyrone's hair was locks up..Rastafari.his greeting was different.
 
 RAS T;"Greeting my african queen..straight from de river nile, blessings
 
 to you and your fruits from I and I.  Jah Rasta Far I.     I AND I eyes
 
 have witness your beauty and now i knoweth the richness of ZION"
 
 Peter came out of his pause.His lips pressed against Veronica's
 
 hands..his greeting similar to Tyrone's(Ras T),but smoother.
 
 Peter :Good evening  princess, i thank you for gracing my eyes with your
 
 beauty. i stand here before you welcoming my life's end ,because in you
 
 i see heaven.where did you come from,my dear? could it be the dream i
 
 pursued,has come now to take me away or is it the appreciation of God's
 
 good words,of which i hold within  me,make you appear and bless
 
 me...well then, today, i cherish my life ..and wish you be
 
 mine...ahhhh.. you like dat Duawee?.
 
 Peter broke off his hypnotic words  with laughter. His eyes were
 
 brownish grey and they kidnapped you..no ramsom could release you.He
 
 bore  a remarkable resemblance to Rick Fox, the Laker's basketball
 
 player-turn actor--rapper..OR the Texas Tech College basketball player
 
 from BARBADOS--MARIO LAYNE.
 
 Peter was the bomb as they would say in America...Veronica's friend
 
 Sherry--would remark.."he's the bomb and he could explode in my bed
 
 anytime..be it skud missles or rayon bombs, i'm ready to die."
 
 After a few words Veronica was led away by Duawee. up the hill pass the
 
 barking dogs and a mother duck with six ducklings behind her..up pass  a
 
 row of houses  with cooking smoke venting from the kitchens..tall trees
 
 in the distance .The breeze was their only companion-- .she
 
 thought,~this must really be paradise.here i am, in a three day love
 
 affair and walking to nowhere, with someone i love so quickly.~
 
 
 
 The sound of the wind was silent on the hill.From the edge of the cliff
 
 the watchers looked down.The beauty of the trees spead-blanket
 
 below.Suspended by its beauty. It made one wish one could fly.
 
 If i could fly.
 
 i would fly
 
 through your world
 
 dropping petals of peace
 
 feed hungry children.
 
 if i could fly
 
 i would take you under my wing
 
 make you listen to the wind
 
 make your heart sing.
 
 i'll teach you to fly!
 
 i'll teach you to fly!
 
 fly  a  w a y..
 
 through the sky
 
 over mountains
 
 clouds and sea
 
 in my world
 
 we would fly
 
 we wouldn't die.
 
 GASP!..GASP!.. the sharp intake of breath held the watchers
 
 still.Duawee was rediscovering the world there.He hadn't been there for
 
 years..not since he nearly died when he trip on a rock and nearly fell
 
 to his death..ANOTHER CUT-TAIL(beating)..he appreciated the beating back
 
 then,because it reminded him everyday of his mother's love. The beating
 
 reminded him that if he had died that day..his mother would have died
 
 too.
 
 Veronica;OH...WOW..this is the best yet,look at the mist rising up from
 
 the trees..look >> look >> out there..the sea. it's so inviting.oh i
 
 could stay here for ever.. i love you D.
 
 Duawee;I love  you too and i'm gonna miss you.the last couple of days
 
 have been wonderful.you have made me very happy and i wish you would
 
 stay..being with you all day ,today and the other days.i've become me
 
 again.i've become satisfied with life's small mercies.
 
 THE KISS.
 
 *======>>
 
 THE MISSING
 
 *++++>>>>
 
 THE HEARTBREAK
 
 *^^^^^^>>>
 
 THE LOVERS
 
 *THE LOVE
 
 THE LOVE
 
 THE LOVE
 
 Its hurting them now and the cry within them shouts out to be heard.down
 
 in the pit of their stomachs..all over their bodies a trembling
 
 occurs..a tightening of flesh and the burning desire to hold and catch
 
 the deep..before its goes away. the breeze whispers overhead,through the
 
 trees, lamenting its sorrow.
 
 a tear on the sleeve..
 
 @ @ @ @ @ @
 
 Duawee: well can you stay just a few more days?
 
 Veronica doesn't answer.she's crying away the hurt..so he asks again.
 
 Duawee: when do you return to work? Wednesday or Thursday
 
 Veronica:Monday!
 
 Duawee:monday?..monday?
 
 A joy runs through him and a sense of surprise  crawls through her.
 
 Duawee: well can you delay your return...stay awhile longer.please?
 
 **He  kisses her to make the answer yess.. she shakes her head.
 
 The answer was yesssssssss.A long kiss sealed it.
 
 Duawee:Will next sunday be okay.if you leave on the  morning
 
 flight,you'll be home about  2:30P,which gives you time to rest and
 
 you'll be fresh for the morning.
 
 Veronica: yes,you are right,but .but there's something i want to ask?
 
 Duawee: what is it? do you have to contact someone and let them know
 
 you'll be staying longer?
 
 Hesitation ..utter.. utter..Veronica grows nervous.her question is stuck
 
 in doubt.
 
 Duawee:Veronica,you can ask me anything.. so what is it?
 
 Veronica:i..i.. i want to stay with you. i do not want to go back to the
 
 hotel..tonight..let me stay with you..is that okay?
 
 Duawee;oh ..of course.I was going to make that suggestion later
 
 Veronica: now this request wouldn't go against your high moral
 
 character?
 
 Duawee  laughs,catching her meaning about moral and character.she was
 
 being sarcastic. he kissed her.she wonders what the night would bring.he
 
 wonders too.
 
 Dark night
 
 keeper of secrets
 
 do not
 
 answer till
 
 the time is right
 
 till the morning
 
 beckons thee,
 
 till the moon sighs
 
 through yonder windows
 
 to reveal a present
 
 of love spent
 
 wrapped in warmth
 
 and water.
 
 night hold
 
 your light
 
 till the juice floods
 
 and the mirror/wall
 
 laces shadows
 
 together in sound.
 
 night
 
 keep thy secret
 
 deep
 
 tell no one
 
 show no one
 
 be our guardian
 
 keep us safe
 
 from the eyes.
 
 Tonight
 
 we are ready.
 
 
 
 The couple were joined by some tourists and their guide.The
 
 introductions were passed from hand to hand.The vistors were weighed
 
 down by numerous cameras. Their faces explored the beautiful scenery.the
 
 clicking and video cameras captured the sights .
 
 They left as quickly as they came.
 
 .goodbye.
 
 .enjoy.
 
 .take care.
 
 They were alone again.the solitude brought LOVE again.they did not
 
 kiss.they just knew it was theirs,to have and to hold.the man sits on
 
 the grass.the woman follows.first she sits next to him,then she
 
 playfully pushes him on his back.they laugh together,a nervous
 
 laugh.LOVE was coming in and there was no way to stop it.the woman jumps
 
 on top of her love and reaches in to kiss him.their un-curling bodies
 
 sent the grass downward.the scene is ripe.the love is ready tonight.the
 
 couple laid still in the grass looking up to the sky,searching for
 
 answers to their feelings.the woman laid on his shoulders.the man
 
 stretched his position for more comfort.
 
 ./."_..
 
 The sun fell behind the furthest point of sea.In its place,a painted
 
 sky;the beautiful sunsets of the ISLANDS.Veronica  and Duawee held each
 
 other to persevere the night and its riches.Soon the evening will
 
 end.They held unto this sunset until their eyelids held enough. The
 
 sunset remained,as they turned their backs, to the edge of the cliff and
 
 headed home.The love wrapped them around each other.The retraced steps
 
 to the street.Some of the boys had disappeared from the happy
 
 group.Peter,Colin,Chris and Andy made up the group now.Jokes were  on
 
 parade.Peter was on stage.Duawee and Veronica joined them in
 
 laughter.Some of the jokes were crude.some of them passed Veronica's
 
 sense of humour. she laughed anyway.Duawee fisted the group and took his
 
 woman away from the jokes.They had to leave.The evening was closing in
 
 on their plans.
 
 The houses were losing their lights.some were very dark,with the
 
 occupants still looking through the windows and doors.Duawee hurried
 
 with quick greetings.The two old women were gone from the street.only a
 
 few small children remained,playing.
 
 Junie was alone in the house.the television shone on her face
 
 -*SURPRISE*.She was sitting watching a local program and was worried
 
 about them.The news on the radio reported some violence from saturday
 
 night.that report rushed her worrisome nerves, forward..into a
 
 heart-beat race.she was so glad to see them.Small Face Mike and mother
 
 had waited,to say goodbye to them,but the night came and hurried them
 
 home.
 
 Junie: where did you go? yuh had me worrying bout wunna. uh was here
 
 praying wunna would get back safe.. uh uh..
 
 Duawee: we went on the hill. i had to show my honey where i used to
 
 live.she really enjoyed it,especially when we ran into Ethel and
 
 Merna.They told her all about my beatings. you think they would have
 
 held somethings back.
 
 Junie; yuh should know them two old girls by now.it could be de
 
 Queen.they would have told her all the history of barbados.she would
 
 have to call her security,in order to get away from them..yuh gotta love
 
 them though.. Veronica yuh see how wicked he was,when he was small.he
 
 ain't as sweet as he looks. ....wunna  hungry..leh muh get something for
 
 you all to take home..Veronica..do you  have something to heat up the
 
 food back at the hotel..
 
 Veronica  looks at Duawee.their smiles meet and nearly break into
 
 laughter.**(it's  a secret..Junie).Junie rushed pass them to the
 
 kitchen.she wondered about their smiles..~~oh well..uh getting old.
 
 
 
 PACKED car. .kiss.. enquire about baby..baby sleeping..Marlene was
 
 late..,lorraine  came ..thanked ..then to sleep...a tired mother./
 
 
 
 The car's lights brightens the area  around the house.Junie waves. Her
 
 mind is now  on the whereabouts of Marlene.As the car reverses,Marlene
 
 appears.she sticks her head through the window,her body and feet
 
 motioning with the car.
 
 Marlene: uh went looking fuh wunna..somebody tell me wunna gone pon de
 
 hill..so uh went tuh visit muh friend Jackie. uh gine see wunna next
 
 weekend?  come fuh muh hear! ..yes  mummy i'll be right in..love wunna
 
 badd,and to you,Veronica, me  sister-LOVE,PEACE AND WUK-UP.
 
 Marlene runs into the house.Junie laughs.she's glad to see her
 
 daughter.In for the night.
 
 >>>
 
 '
 
 The hotel room entered,packed and left.it was swift..she  was moving
 
 fast.At the front desk an English tourist,full of banks beer, was
 
 arguing with  the desk clerk.His strong cockney accent, mixed with
 
 beer-spit was hitting the clerk on the forehead.The Clerk wanted to use
 
 one of his bajan's cuss word,but he remembered his family needed the
 
 money.He gave in to the beer man's request.
 
 The beer man walks away singing one of the songs he heard on the Bajan
 
 Queen boat.On the dancing boat the rum had a TYSON'S punch to it..after
 
 the third rumpunch and a congaline dance with some ole bird(old  woman),
 
 he walked around, ducking from his shadow . He did an inpersonation of
 
 the boxer,PRINCE  NASSEM .he nearly fell overboard.
 
 ((** he thinks he's down the pub,drowning his sorrows,after losing 150
 
 quid(pounds) on the favourite(HORSE) at Newmarket.
 
 Beer-BELLY MAN: HI MATES, the  blimmie desk man doesn't know what he's
 
 talking about. he...  oh.. well you all don't want to talk to this ole
 
 geezer..to hell with you..to hell with everybodeeee ///
 
 he starts to sing again..
 
 beer belly man: i en gine dance wid no BIG BELLY MAN ..BIG BELLY MAN..
 
 ...
 
 He ran through the lobby,his big belly dancing with him.
 
 Veronica got scared for a minute and moved out of his way. Duawee felt
 
 sorry for him.he saw his kind in London.They hung oxford street,begging.
 
 a few drinks and they are ready to die..(FOOLISH MEN).
 
 Veronica; I'll like to check out tonight..i was in room 258.the name is
 
 Veronica Hayes
 
 Desk Clerk: ok ..Ms Hayes..That will be  $248.00 US, which comes to
 
 $495.23 Barbados Dollar..plus tax... ..that'll be ...aammm   lets see..
 
 where's my calculator..ammm.. that'll be.. tax 8% on $495.23
 
 ccckk ccjhhj,,
 
 Duawee;..sir, tax is 6.5 percent which makes the total $527.42
 
 Desk Clerk: yes yuh right.. it's 6.5 percent.. and that makes the total
 
 $527.43....ok  well i'm one cent over,using the calculator.
 
 Duawee thinks to himself:~~~ "and yuh en got nuh sense."
 
 Veronica; here's my credit card.. ..yes thank you.
 
 Desk Clerk; and mam could you fill in the hositality sheet at the end of
 
 this form and mail it back ...thank you.. bye.. please recommend us to
 
 your friends when they are coming to Barbados..ok thank you.. bye again.
 
 Veronica gave him a $10.00 tip
 
 Duawee; Is everything ok now.i took your bags to the car..are you ready
 
 Veronica:yes.. i'm ready.
 
 The car was overburdened tonight..food..suitcases.. 2 passengers.
 
 They were driving to the house to unpack the load.their bodies ached.
 
 ::U*>>./.**
 
 ,
 
 HOME. unpacked..a cup of tea.. one sip of cola tonic and the television
 
 was on..till  9:30pm//then it was to BED.
 
 Veronica felt her nerves and her heart beating.was she ready? is this
 
 the right thing to do.
 
 BRUSH TEETH AFTER SHOWER.. NIGHT CLOTHES.. READY
 
 Duawee sighed his thoughts away~ She's so nice.i want her so bad. i need
 
 her in my life .....
 
 They met at the round table in the kitchen. they look at each other.
 
 Veronica got up from her chair and made Duawee"s lap her seat.
 
 KISSES.
 
 RISES.
 
 EVERYTHING!!@@
 
 
 
 Her head is on his shoulder.she's tired.
 
 The shoulder is tired too.He adjusts himself to make her more relax.
 
 The love is full
 
 
 
 The night is waiting
 
 
 
 and.
 
 its.
 
 bed.
 
 is waiting for them
 
 They move to the room,his arms wrapped around her.she lies there with
 
 eyes closed .ready....
 
 
 
 ...___it continues__
 
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