BARBADOS I WANNA STAY
A story by DENNIS YOUNG
( WUNNA MASH UP MUH BRAIN)
MC;de next performer is ..wait i can't make out the spelling of this
name...
someone shouts:the name's BABAJEFF.
MC:thank yuh man..muh eyes failing muh..ok Babajeff come out wherever
you are..
Babajeff runs out of the audience with a piece of paper in his
hands. he looks excited.
Babajeff: alright peeps...uh here..uh ready..uh gine geh wunna one uh
me poems.it's called BLOOMING.
BLOOMING-written by Jeffrey(URIAH)McIntosh
Blooming
hey! our love is blooming
with everlasting affinity
and i await this union
to begin our daily grooming
Drifting
oh no! never drifting apart
this will be a brand new start
and when we make our mark
i won't leave without you sweetheart
Thinking
yes! thinking of you forevermore
because it's you i adore
and when we get together
and i'l, cherish your love forever
Sinking
well! it looks like sinking weather
but we'll plan our destiny together
i'll keep a beautiful treasure
for some continuous pleasure
Lost
come on! your love will never be lost
no matter how much it cost
because you are so sincere
i'll look for you everday
Love
my love for you is so real
let me prove it in detail
i wish you were always here
to share my thoughts each day
Friendship
our friendship will be blooming
along with a special union
and we'll continue our endeavor
to make love last forever
Uriah walks away from the microphone before the last words has reached
the audience.they clapped and wondered who he wrote the poem for.=(a
guessing game begins).
MC:Geh de man a harder clap dan dat,as Trevor Eastman would say..
hey.. you girl geh de man a clap...hehehehe..
(clap..clap..clap)
MC:okkkk dis next one gine wake wunna up..OLE SKULE AND MAD Q on
stage to geh wunna uh kung fu show.it has a story behind it..MAD Q will
set the scene and then Ole Skule will show us de kung fu moves while he
sings a soca song--come wid it..
Ole Skule comes on stage dressed as a shaloin master.he poses like he
is Wang Yu.MAD Q then sets the scene.
Mad Q; This is a story bout a man name I-EN-KAY,who went to de plaza
theater,to check out a flick--a kung fu flick..chop sticks..north
leg..mek yuh beg..afterwwards he went to see his girl,but then de story
goes another way.
MAD Q: I-en-kay comes out de cinema
comes out vex,because
he found earlier in the week
another man horning he
breking of he beek
-de man has a car
-he has a scooter
-de man has money
-he borrows money from he mudda
-the man has a job
-he is still in school
dress in short-pants
but one advantage i-en-kay has
-he knows KUNG FU
so now let us see whu happen
that day..
OLE SKULE as I-en-kay:this song called KUNGFUSHUN..geh uh lissen..and
watch me moves pon stage..uh gine geh wunna de crane..de fox..de tiger
claw..de eagle...all de styles uh know..so look out
Ole Skule makes a stance like BRUCE LEE,then starts singing and wuking
up to the beat.
OLD SKULE:
KUNGFUSHUN-written by R.Brigss-CC.1998-yom.additional
lyrics by Dennis Young
coming home one evening
from a kung fu flick
uh decide to check me gurl Yvette
muh scooter did brek down
so uh took uh ZR van
uh get off at de back
so uh cud surprise she
but when uh reach
she surprise me
Yvette in front de house
wid a big able man
sweet talk galore
and she holding he hand
he big like an ox and driving big car
she looking into he eyes
like he's a star
WHULOSS!! uh vex..uh in shock
uh look pon de ground
couldn't find uh big rock
it's at dat moment
uh lose me head top
uh run up and geh he uh karate chop
(chorus)
kungfushun!! uh causing kungfushun
in de road dat night
in Brenton
kungfushun!! uh causing kungfushun
Yvette tek off
like OBA pon de stadium
II.
well den i spin
did uh 360 back kick
uh miss de man
but de car's fender uh clip
he get vex
talking bout "boy don't mek muh laff
yuh come to fight
boy yuh don't stand uh chance"
well uh in a rage
like a tiger in a cage
so uh put on a stance
like Jackie chan
doing a breakdance
"hhhyhhhhhhhhaaaaay"
uh shout an attack
fist of fury
now uh running back
he swing a big cuff
and clip me jawbone
hurt me so bad
uh bend down and moan
whuloss!!
muh face is in uh mess
but uh get uh second wind
drop kick he in he chest
(chorus)
kungfushun!!
I-EN-KAY--(in an oriental voice)
so yuh want tek way me gurl hmmmm
fine den
yuh got go through me first.
(Man in an angry voice)
wait yuh lil bony boy
yuh like ya is a half idiot
yuh can't test me
i kin turn yuh
into uh duppy
uh does work out
uh big like uh bull
one cuff in yuh mout
and wid nuff teef..um full.
Ole-Skule;
yuh din know i have a black belt
in king fu taekwondo and tai chi
Man:
ha..ha..ha.. uh black belt yuh might own
but de pants yuh wearing, is yuh brother wun
so get outta muh way
uh gotta geh Yvette muh pay
uh love she bad
so don't get mad
we gine get marry
and de ring uh buy,
to de altar
yuh kin carry
Ole Skule..(real angry now--in bajan chinese accent)
marry..marry
dah's me gurl from schools days
she's de first girl uh kiss
under uh pea tree
so don't run up muh blood pressure
and mek muh fall down
here suh..
yuh leave me no choice
flying fist of fury
de drunken master
de crane..de eagle
de lizzard.tiger,snake and racoon
crocadile,de north leg
uh gine throw in de pot-starver style
dah one gine send de place wild
(chorus)
kungfushun!!
uh share bare licks dah night
muh mudda had tuh come
and tek me way
just like a bajan Jet- Li
when uh done
uh pose pon he
just hear de big man beggin
MAN CRYING:
"" lem muh go i en coming back atall
keep de woman
uh leffing like Winston Hall
so please don't brek muh hand
ayyy ayye
uh sorry.. yuh can't understand
i'm only she outside man
ole skule:
let dis be a warning
to all wunna so-call hard-seeds
touch muh Yvette
and deal wid dese
(showing fists)
she's mine..nobody
can tek she
from me
muh name is I-en-kay
and uh causing nuff kunfusion
in here
KUNGFUSHUN...UH CAUSING KUNGFUSHUN.
The crowd has taken to the floor.it's another wining session. it
lasts about eight minutes..the DJ stops the music and the MC restores
order.
MC:Cheese on.. wunna feel in here belong tuh wunna..all the wining and
de juking mek muh wann ...x(heehehehe)..ok well that's all for the
night.the show has come to an end,but guess what.. Patrick has told me
we gine carry this show over to friday ...all day..so if yuh have to go
work..call in sick--nah just joking..school children if wunna in
here..dah mean wunna en do nuh homework and we don't wann nuh picky
brain people pon stage..so guh school and we gine ketch wunna another
time..please see John Roette,if you want to perform on friday...all
others who were due to perform tonight,we have your names,so please get
here on friday 9:30 am sharp...anyway have a safe trip home..peace
He runs off the stage and towards some girls seated with Mario Layne.he
gets a few phone numbers and he is happy.
The crowd leaves the room orderly.some people singing the words to
KUNFUSHUN.smiles all around.
Duawee fists Brian.Brian reaches forward,hugs Veronica.Ingrid hugs and
kisses both of them.it's been a long day..to home and to bed
..sleepyheads.they walk to the car.
A slight caribbean wind flows through the night.a hug and a kiss and
some warmth enters her.a few yards from the door,they notice a girl
crying.they approach her.
Duawee;what's wrong? are you lost?
girl: no i'm not lost.my boyfriend got mad and drove off.now i have no
way of getting back to my hotel.he also took my purse with him.i don't
now what to do((sniff..sniff) can you take me to the hotel please?
Her eyes begged harder than her words.the flow of tears dripped unto
their hearts,melting them into compassion.Even though it was late,they
would have taken her anyway,but the eyes..greenish-blue surrendered all
else._ A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN_
Duawee; come with us,we'll take you there? what's the name of the hotel
?
The girl gives Duawee a card with the address and steps back into the
shadows.she nervous.another tear rolls down her face.the moonlight
captures and shines it upon her face.Veronica gives her a tissue.she
wipes away the tear and follow them.the car is waiting amoungst the
hustle of a smaller crowd. a crowd still singing the
words--kungfushun__kungfushun down in Breton>>
CAR turns around.
Three occupants,night,search,questions,silence,questions,anxiety found
the hotel..sees the room..walks to door..knocks..no answer..knocks
harder..open .. a face sleepy and drunk smashes against the night
air.The face mumbles something about ^leaving a god-forsaken island^,
with profanity following through spit and pittance.somewhere in his
heart there is hatred breeding..a racist breed-He showed his true
colours to his girlfriend.she stood at the door shocked and bewildered.
Veronica; will you be okay? should we wait with you?
Girl: no,i'll be okay.he'll be asleep in a minute...see
A body stretched across the bed,leaving no room for anyone.it laid
motionless.
Duawee:he's gone for the night.so i think you'll be okay from here. we
didn't exchange names..mine's Duawee..this is Veronica
Girl; i know her name.she's Veronica the singer.i saw her sing tonight
on the stage..very good.i really enjoyed your singing.are you a
professional?
Veronica: no i sang in church as a little girl,but no profesional
experience to speak of.
Girl:: well you were great.i cannot even sing for my supper(laughs).
a brightness returns to her cheeks and her smile radiates again.
Girl: my name is Leslie O'Hara. thank you very much for bringing
me..here's the number to the hotel,.as you can see i'm in room 107.call
me sometime..ok.. get home safe and thanks.
Veronica took the information.They left the room's light and walk Into
the night. Veronica wondered what new adventure awaited her. a close
hug from Duawee .Tthe car drove slowly out of the courtyard of the
hotel.Before the car could find its third gear,Veronica had sleep down
pat. Duawee looks over and smiles to himself..a thought enters his head
and he plants it on her lips---- A quick-love-yuh-bad -kiss--.Sleep was
taking him towards his home.he felt like a wreck after kicking those
numbers in his head all day. a night rest would restore his
senses.>>>>radio:
JAZZ
;;;Arturro Tappin is playing.>>>
House ...wake up ..a light..blurred from sleep.door opens ..mind and
feet scrambled to bed.she lies on her back..gets up in a
semi-concious state,brush teeth and quick shower..opps..she forgot to
bring her nightie to the bathroom..a towel surronds and she's in the
room.--QUICK QUICK.. nightie..it's cold...(*&*) A noise.. two people
talking..cannot make out the speech. it must be the television.sleep
awaits her.laughter from the next room ..no television sound..that's
laughter coming from the other room.
An angry mood strikes her.
she screams inside of her head: ""eh eh... no..no no..i know he didn't
bring Wendy in here... no ..he's gonna have to make a choice tonight.
She fixes her hair without a mirror view and walks slowly to the room
next door.the laughter louder now..she's getting madder now.she knocks
and pushes the door at the same time.she wanted to catch the surprise.
Duawee is sitting in a chair at the end of the bed and the laughing
person is sitting up .
Duawee: hi... i was waiting until you were out of the shower..go over
there and look at the baby.
Over in the corner of the room a baby slept soundly.the surprise which
had caught Veronica earlier, now becomes a laughing matter.she,also
laughs at her first thoughts..it triggers her mind again__"i know he
didn't bring Wendy in here".
Veronica: Hi..how are you?.I had a great day today.so much fun.i guess
you guys were laughing at me,singing on stage.
Duawee: No.i was showing the moves used by the last performer.i think
his name was Ole Skule.you remember when he started to move across the
stage,how the young girls ran to the front and starting copying all the
kung fu moves. i like the POT0-STARVER STYLE,now that was funny.go on
Veronica show Marlene how it's done.
Veronica's actions caused a burst of laughter,which made the baby stir.
Marlene; SCHHHHHSSSS.. the baby,don't laugh so loud. go on Veronica do
that again...and I miss um... cheese-on-bread.
Veonica; It was good.there's so much talent hear. i also liked those
three girls who sang CARIBBEAN PEOPLE.that's is such an uplifting
song...and do you know who was on stage too..Brian's girlfriend
Ingrid..the girl can sing..had a few of us in tears with her song...and
today i used my first bajan words.i went up to the bar for water and
lime..he didn't have any limes..so i looked him straight in the eye and
said..."GIMMUH SOME MAUBY"...before i leave i'm going to have some
others for you...come darling..D .. come to bed..you are sleepy..
ok Marl ..we'll talk tomorrow ok..let me get my baby to bed.
Marlene;OK...before you go..i just wanna explain why we are here..my
mother and Lorraine had tuh visit uh sick aunt in another parish,so she
asked Duawee if we could stay here for a few days..i hope i'm not
ruining plans..
Veronica;no..we don't have any plans..we are in love and that's all that
matters right now__( yeah right)_. we'll talk tomorrow.
They leave the light of the room .Their shadows lengthens against the
wall and follows them out.Marlene turns the darkness on.the baby makes a
cute sigh .Marlene lays there thinking_"oh i wish i was there today-the
video taping..then the talent show"_..she saw herself on stage singing
and dancing.. sleep took over and she fell into a sleep baby.
Duawee's shower was over in 4 minutes.a towel dried him as he walk into
the dim-lit bedroom with boxers shorts on.he remembers the surprise from
the morning..the house was quiet.the whistling frogs made their music
outside. he looks at Veronica lying on the bed..her eyes closed.he
eases into bed.his body ached from the hard days work.the numbers and
the numbing sun-heat breaks his body down..the pillow welcomes him.he
turns to kiss her.the bed creaks.the lips touch and the sweetness is a
kiss.a soft kiss,without caress. a sigh .a beating heart and a sleeping
woman..nothing happens.
He goes to sleep.
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Morning..baby crying.hurry to the stove and a bottle full of milk for
the baby's thirst..ahhhhh..
The crying wakes the lovers and the bathroom is occupied within
seconds..brush teeth..wash face..check her hair..check himself..out to
the room to continue..
a kiss begins
rising everything
again.
baby crying interrupts and all gets lost. another sigh and the ceilings
reads their thoughts. (ah-well)
Duawee hurries to the shower and breakfast.he kisses the baby..hugs
Marlene and quick kisses Veronica..he's gone.. into the morning..to his
job with the numbers.
Marlene makes breakfast and shouts;VERONICA...BREAKFAST READY.
A sleepy head emerges from the bedroom,slumps down into a chair and
yawwwwwns.a chatter erupts between the two women.yesterday events are
prominent in the conversation.the morning runs smoothly until another
cry from the baby.Marlene rushes to baby and brings her back into the
kitchen.Veronica takes the baby.she feels comfortable.
more conversation and baby gurgling. Veronica loves the small bundle of
joy and the little smile warms her heart.Marlene goes off to use the
phone.
Marlene runs in from Veronica's shouts : THE FOOD...THE STOVE
...MARLEEEEN... not a real disaster,but an avoided one.Marlene runs back
to the phone,tells the voice on the other end,she'll talk later,returns
to the food and the small talk.they are becoming the best of friends.the
baby becomes bored and falls asleep again. The scream from the kettle
tells them it's TEA TIME.baby to bed,pillows on each end, to prevent
falling.kiss on the forehead, to show love.a wish in the heart,for her
own baby.a walk to the the tea room and more laughing.a phone
rings.Marlene runs again.the phone's for Veronica.She thinks it's her
boo.No,it's Leslie O'hara.
Veronica: hi...is everything ok?
Leslie:yes..everything's fine...David..my ex-boyfriend left this
morning. we had a long talk before he left. i could not believe the
hatred within him.i was very surprise at him.anyway he's gone and i'm
staying.
Veronica; how long are you staying for?
Leslie:i'll be here until sunday,soaking up the sun and sipping pina
coladas and rum punch...ohhhh lala and the music. wait till i get back
to New Jersey.i'm going to show my girlfriends how to move the butt
like a windmill...(laughs) i think i've got it.
Veronica;i'm here till sunday also,so maybe we can hook up and do some
shopping and maybe have lunch tomorrow... and yes girl i can do that
dance too.
Leslie: ok..tomorrow is fine.do you still have the number?
Veronica;let me have it.Duawee left it somewhere in the car.
Leslie gives her the number and says goodbye.They end the conversation
with a CLICK.Veronica goes back to the kitchen and the smell of
cooking.The food is laid on the table with soft drinks.it tastes very
good,just as good as Junie.(like mother,like daughter).
the afternoon quickly arrives and brings sleep with it.Their
conversations become jaded.wash dishes.bathroom.teeth cleaned.Veronica
with baby.Marlene on the sofa.TO SLEEP.
The radio adds a nice mood to the quiet house.classical music chopin's
violins- a high /\low bee-sounding concerto in G minor.The sound floats
across the semi-silent room into the kitchen and then in all the
rooms,until it escapes out of the house,into the yard,between the
trees,across the pasture and wet grass...along the little road,next to
the cane fields.the sound spreads into the other houses.it's a rich
sound.an afternoon sound,when all be still in the land.it's a time when
little children sleep..when sleep takes all the noise and muffle the
sound. the sound returns as bright coloured dreams.coloured dreams are
rainbows of life,which later become deja vu'.time moves slooowly. it
drags along with the hot sun.there is scarcely any movement,bar a stray
dog or cat running.human movements are limited around this time.as the
time runs through the sound and becomes 3pm,children are release from
school.they play noise out,into the street..chopin violins breaks into a
violent news item,follow by a bajan beat.. calypso. children running
home.it's a playful noise.it's a noise which floats through the
streets, to the houses,along the road, next to the cane fields,across
the pasture and wet grass..between the trees,into the yard..then it
breaks into the house,into all the rooms and wakes baby.
^^^_CRYYYYYYING.
Veronica wakes up and rocks the baby.she tries the schhhhhing noise.it
does not work.out of the bed,baby in arms. the milk. The baby stops
crying when she notices a familar,stranger face. play words until the
milk's ready. Drink milk...over the shoulder..pat baby's back..
BURRRPPPP...wipe the excess milk from the mouth and play.Veronica is
curious about the little playful noises coming from outside,so she looks
out from the front window.School children uniformed and playful.Girls in
bright blue dresses with yellow shirts and white socks tucked into black
shoes.Boys in khaki short pants, starched without a crease,their shoes
matching the girl's,but with socks roll down.shirt ends loose and
flapping in the wind.The sound of the shoes and laughter makes a
pleasant sound.Two girls notices her and the baby.they approach
cautiously and whisper hello.Hello is sent back with a smile and a
little rocking of the baby.
One girl: what's you name?
Veronica: Veronica....Veronica Hayes. What's your name?
Girl: my name is Camile and this is my friend D'sree.her mother named
her after the singer who lives in England...you know the girl who sang a
love song with Babyface.
Veronica: yes i know her,a very pretty woman.
Other girl: yes,she lived here for awhile.her parents are from
Barbados...where are you from?
Veronica:i'm from America
The two girls are bewildered...it is not as their mind has
suggested.she was not from Barbados,so she's not going to be a
MRS.MAYNARD.they look disappointed.they were reading Veronica's
face,trying to place a resemblance.none to be found.Marlene enters the
picture.sleep still in her eyes.
Marleen: Veronica yuh coulda wake muh up.
Camile; is that your baby? are you related to Mr.Maynard?
Veronica: no,it's not my baby...I'm Mr. Maynard's friend.
Both girls: He's your chossel den...alright ...(sing song)
(singing and dancing) ---Mr.Maynard's got uh girlfriend...uh
chossel..uh boo..he's getting married soon...how about you?---
Veronica,the baby and Marlene laughs at their antics.some other school
children join them.Questions are thrown all around.Veronica loses some
of the words and throws them at Marlene.Marlene answers all of the
questions in a tuff bajan accent.A force-ripe boy,age about eleven makes
eyes with marlene,who cuts her eye and sucks her teeth (schupps).he
looks away,feeling stupid.his friends laugh at him.The girls want to
hold the baby.Their wishes are answered,with a *BE CAREFUL* following.
The baby is juggled around in the afternoon sun.she gets fed up and
starts to cry.Veronica takes her and makes the shussshing noise..baby
quiet again.
puh-lang..puh-lang ..de bread man.
AN aroma came with the van.The sweet smell of sweet bread.the bread man
took the money and in return gave out jam-puffs with gauva jelly seeping
out of the soft crust,sugar laced on top.(((-BITE-)))
turnovers..sugar glazed on top.in the middle, chipped coconut mixed with
more sugar.(((BITE))). the taste sweet and challenging.some coconut and
sugar escapes and falls from your mouth and your hands.savor.
cut drops, yellow with raisins dotted all around...lead pipes..a sweet
coconut bread,long and sugary. salt bread(don't let the name fool
you,there is no salt,just a soft crusty bun,which holds more of your
dreams))..salt bread hold cheese..CHEESE-CUTTER.(bite).it holds ham
.HAMCUTTER.(bite).it holds fish..FISHCUTTER.(bite). two fishcakes in
between a salt bread is called UH LIFESAVER...choice bread..sandwich
loaf .pudding bread..rock cake.. so many different breads..((DID
SOMEONE SAY ZEPHERINS)).A long, ice-cold, glass of lemonade or coconut
water smooths the journey through the stomach.
Homework,school children,stop play and go home.the books have to be
read and filled.They depart the scene with little good-byes and long
looks of tomorrow.soon the street was empty.
Veronica looked out at the deserted scene."quite fasinating" she
thought.just a few minutes ago a crowd of fresh faces with laughter had
entered her life,time had spoken for her and they had replied in kind.it
was a small good time.she enjoyed the company.later a van would
appear,they would surround the van,eat,then disappear."
"would i see these same faces tomorrow"__-
Marlene,the baby and Veronica leaves the heat of the house and walk
outside. A bus loaded with people came to a sudden stop. 50 yards from
where they were walking.A scamble to disembark.a fat woman was taking
her own time.her basket had landed on a man,who started cursing. the fat
woman stopped him with one of her verbs.a burst of laughter from the
other occupants.the driver reeves the engine,displaying his impatience.
he squeezes the gas pedal a bit and hit the brakes at the same time. the
bus jumps and stops suddenly.the fat woman falls in the man's lap. the
man,135 pounds,cannot lift up a 218 pounds woman.the weight is too
much.he starts to moan.the fat woman turns evil and pretends she cannot
move.she laughs.he moans.the bus jerks.she moves. he moves. the bus
jerks.the bodies imitates the bus' movements.the laughter stops.the man
moans.the woman moans.the woman looks in his eyes.the man looks in
touble. she gets up from his lap and steps from the bus.the man has
bought a dog__(an english saying)__.the woman bends over and picks up
her basket.the man looks at himself and then at the woman.the woman
looks good.she turns around to greet his eyes.his breath is on her .a
question-"can uh help yuh wid yuh basket?"
A reply "sure".he lifts the basket and his hopes. she walks behind him
to check him out.a thought enters her head "eeemmmm uh wonder ef he does
moan all de time".the walk is short. they pass Veronica, Marlene
and the baby.he nods his head.she is still looking at him.they enter the
house.she closes the door behind her.it's been a long time since a man
had entered her home. the only men who came through her door were-the
bread man,whenever he wanted to settle her account of money owed..the
garbage men,who always wanted "uh drink fuh de old bones" and an old man
who used to come on saturday night ,talk and drink her rum.after the
*old geezer* was gone she would feel so lonely.Today another man,a small
nice looking man, has come through her door and into her life.the sweat
of the day clung to their bodies .thoughts are in their heads,but a cold
shower would remove the thoughts and pushed them straight into
drink-mountgay rum __straight,shaken and stirred.
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the water flowed and a faint moan came through
a galloping of horses/heartbeats
crashed against the wall in the shower. a body rushes into a cold sweat
and within the cold sweat another body burns with desire.
the water flowed.
a tired kiss and movement towards the beginning and the end.
bodies wreck from the day's journey
finding a way and a strength
the water flows
giving life
back again
it's measured
in small glances
with warm invites
teasing....
the stealing
of flowers
the water flows.
numb and nervous
reaching into pockets
and losing frustration
the water flows
then drips......
******%$#@!@~~~*******
Curled bedsprings with arched backs against pillows.
a series begins.
the first kiss slow and trembling.
the second kiss smacks of eagerness.
eyes closed ..a sudden surge of wet and want.
an abundance of wishes outstetched.
SIGH.
high.
knotted against the backdrop of a mirror view,two embrace.
RAPTURE.
there, in the silent afternoon/room ..a kiss begins over and over and
over.
a body quakes.
a lake of fire surrounds and two in desire dwell,drowning and becoming
one.
sea saw.play in the shadows of late afternoon.
a serious new-found love.
a discovery.
rocking./sea-saw
juggled and paw.
scatch fingers moved down back center.
small mountains discovered and conquered by lips and saliva.
gasping air in sudden moans,bearing down in rocking-sea-saw fashion.
(remember when?... the first time)
no noise from lips.not a spoken word.
just the squeaking bedsprngs.
closed windows shuts out the sounds.
eyes open wide towards the ceiling..gasping air.
cheeks close and whisper.... a shortness of breath.
18 minutes elapse into calapse
trembling, tight around the midriff of now.
NOW.. held tighter in between thighs.
another arched back weakens and falls .
THERE, they went.
into a love well spent.
Evening comes with its suddeness and lays down to sleep.
two heads on pillow, with dreams deep.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((()))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Veronica pushes the baby's pram along the road.grass hung over the road
and scratch her legs.it tickles.she reaches down to swat the itch.a car
horn catches a glimpse and shouts ..brrrrrrrraammmm...praaammmm.the men
in the car shouts;LOOKA DE FOOD
Marlene shouts: LOOKA DE FOOLS.
Veronica is unaware of what's going on.she thinks Marlene knows the men
in the car.The baby is sitting and enjoying her ride through the
streets.A few people greet them.Young and old women with baskets on
their heads,speak and hurry on.They have finish in the fields,but their
husbands and boyfriends will come home hungry and must be fed.so
now,they must hurry to the kitchen.The excitement of seeing people
speaking and rushing home, grips Veronica.people so friendly.she
questions Marlene""is everyone on the island always so friendly?""
Marlene: about eighty percent.It is something our fathers and mothers
and their fathers and mothers instilled in all of us.RESPECT. you must
speak to old ladies.you must nod your head at old men.you must greet
your peers with a *hey* or if yuh really know them you must greet them
with uh *how yuh gine*(how are you doing?).i was brought up that
way.Duwaee was brought up that way.Lorraine will bring up this baby the
same way.RESPECT.some things have changed over the years.the young
ones..some from my generation have lost direction.i love to party,but if
my mother looks at me,one day and tells me i am not to leave the house.
i'm taking off muh clothes and uh gine tuh muh room,sulk uh bit,read uh
book,then when uh get tired poking out muh mouth,i gine and sit down wid
she and watch television.yuh see muh mudda get dese feelings
sometimes.whenever she wakes up and feels uh certain way,she does get
frighten.she seh her mother,my grandmother, died and lef she wid the
signs.My grandmother could predict things.she mek muh frighten one
day.she seh if uh din learn at school,then uh Bugga Boo Man was gonna
hold me and tek me way.i din pay she muh mind.so uh act like uh know
evvathing.one day uh walking home from school and uh talking tuh
muhself.uh just happen to look back and uh see dis old man, wid an old
hat on his head,shouting at me... girl uh just tek off through the cane
fields. uh run and lef muh shoes. uh run straight into muh room,tek out
de bible,pray and then sat and read fuh three hours straight.uh had to
tell muh sister to go and get muh shoes.All de time muh mudda and
grandmudda laughing at me.muh grandmudda tells me, three days later,
that de man shouting at me,that day, was my deceased grandfather,her
husband and he was shouting for me to stop my foolishness and get
serious.That's why i am what i am, today.A lot of muh girlfriends envy
me.uh does get a lot of things from muh mudda and she does let me go
anywhere uh want,within reason.i'm waiting for a scholarship from
america,so uh might see you again soon.yes,uh would say this is what
makes this country beautiful..RESPECT.
Veronica;ok,i didn't understand some of the words you used..what's a
Bugga Boo Man...it's sounds like all black people have these type of
stories.
they laughed.the road had new patches of tar and looked like a jig-saw
puzzle.they walked for about two miles and turn around.the smell of
freshly cut canes ran up their nose.Three young boys came out oif the
cane fields and gave them cane.the cane was peeled and ready to
eat.Marlene bit hers first.Veronica watch the juice falls all over her
and unto the baby's hand.the baby looks up and smiles.Veronica takes her
piece of cane,places it between her lips,between her teeth and bites
down...ahhhhhh she cries.her teeth surprise at it's harshness.she
watches Marlene again,then she tries it again.this time the sweetness of
the cane juice runs down her lips and unto her hands.she makes a
sqeezing sound,just like Marlene.the boys walk away.they will peel as
many cane as possible and then go home.Veonica's jaws begin to hurt.she
thinks to herself_"maybe Duawee would like to help her eat it later."
they return to the house. School children are disembarking a bus .some
of them speak.some of them don't.some girls are shouting at each
other.some students,in the bus, are making so much noise,the driver is
thinking of retiring early.some girls are flirting with the
conductor.some boys are shouting out instructions on how to approach a
mathematical formula.the bus drives away frantically.
__SILENCE__.
Marlene and one of the young girls know each other.she introduces the
girl to Veronica.they talk for awhile,but the evening is closing so
fast,they rush to their homes.The baby is taken from the pram and placed
on the floor.They wait for Duawee to arrive home.Ten minutes later his
car comes to a halt.Veronica goes to the door and greets him with a
kiss.she takes his briefcase.He Look tired.He sits and eats very
little.Veronica's toes on his toes brings a slight smile to his face.she
whispers in his ear**=**something about later tonight and catching up
with where they had left off.He looks at her with a half smile.The
plates are removed and a glass of ice water sippped.
Evening news..politics...crime...education..around the region made
strange bed-fellows..but it's the growing state of what tne islands
have now become..at the end of everyday..news bring home the reality of
life..in these islands --THERE'S DANGER EVERYWHERE,.EVERYDAY.
()()()_(())_(())_()()()
night falls all over the place,street lights come on...little children
hurry to homework,a cup of tea(milo) and bed.the street lights sheds
it's life on gambling men,in a vice trap with dice. and words are
repeated in a sing-song style--- BABY WANTS BOOTIES ...WIFEY WANTS
PANTIES AND DE CHILDREN WANT RICE AND PEAS --NOW FEED THEM DICE..FEED
DEM DICE..... THE street light shows church-women whispering to the
lord,a cymbal beat under their arms and within their hearts.. A church
woman sees her son in the crowd and remembers.HE is on his knees
praising the lord and crying..now she has become MOTHER BO PEEP..she has
lost her sheep and only wickedness can find him..he sees his mother and
looks away quickly.
--NO TWO EYES SHALL MEET,NOT AT HOME,NOT ON THE ROAD..WHEN HE
SLEEPS..SHE BE GONE..WHEN SHE RETURNS..HE BE GONE..WHEN SUNDAY COMES HE
BE SLEEPING LATE..NO CHURCH PRAYER SHALL BURN HIS HEART ..NO MOTHER'S
LOVE WILL CHANGE HIM...ONLY A DICE CAN MAKE THINGS RIGHT IN HIS
HEAD...THERE IS NO HOPE IN HIS LIFE..one night he turned in his sleep
--nightmarish-- his stomach turns/burns and air collects his hunger..and
he begs forgiveness in secret..so only God will hear.. he flirts with
the devil and gets caught up in the washing of money ..drug money. he
has spent some of the money and must get it back before 10am. so the
street light must be his guardian,because no one else can save
him..$530.00 is a lot of money and his mother doesn't have it...$530.00
is a lot of money and he may have to steal it.In the night he stoops
with a burning desire to win...to win his life..tonight.
The darkness travels along with the light. it surrounds the houses and
retreats wherever light abounds. voices stir within the light,in the
houses.televisions and radios blare out their sounds. Their sounds so
strong ..devouring conversation.. no one talks anymore.media words and
action entrall the masses..they become hypnotised...they become slaves
to the television's action and the radio's violence.this is where it
begings.the society's changes are reflected from the television
screens.the words lay deep with adolescent's dreams.words become action
and action becomes an aperture of the future.the future becomes bleak
and the present is the future.so the days are spent.. without repent____
without apology.
__stealing,gambling,cursing,drugging,raping,shooting.__ bywords before
the judges and juries .. pleading innocent.all seems lost in the
islands, where preachers paved words with disguised intent..all seems
lost when school children become force-riped men and women ..all seems
lost when greed takes over and people try to keep up with the Jones' and
are now left alone in divorce/bankruptcy court.
(_DO YUH HEAR DE SOUND?_)..all seems lost when the leaders pied piper
their followers into cultish behavior...all seems lost when places
become biblical Sodom and Gomorrah..all seems lost when death comes
a-calling and Aids strike the young..heart attacks teenagers.. and the
young and the old go forth to answer GOD. ALL IS NOT LOST..it just seems
that way..the way they portray you,will make you act the fool..don't let
them paint you..don't let them critique you..don't let dem curse
you..please.. please ..don't let them.. You are not lost,you were always
here..a beautiful reflection of yourself..a flower amongst thorns..you
are you..don't let no one throw bad influences on you...
YOUNG MAN/WOMAN PLEASE I BEG OF YOU.
LISTEN TO YOUR HEART AS IT BEATS
LISTEN TO THE WIND AS IT BLOWS
WATCH THE RIVER AS IT FLOWS
FEEL THE HEAT OF THE SUN ON YOUR FACES.
WATCH THE SUNSET FALL FROM DISTANCES.
BECOME ONE WITH YOURSELVES.
BE YOURSELF AND NO ONE ELSE.
=when life threatens you with hunger and there is no money in your
pocket..give thanks and praises for your life...thank the lord for
another day,because in another time it would be fading away.
COME.LET ME SHOW YOU___
In another world skeleton children of Africa and warn-torn children of
Bosnia, don't have time to pray..they fall and rise,stumble and dies..
everyday..no time to pray...no time is left because at anytime life
becomes death.no time is left..their bellies are empty and their eyes
become deep-begging symbols.no food today..a little yesterday..maybe
tomorrow..maybe. In the war of words the children are silent..they have
no say..bombs drop everyday..ethnic cleansing. MURDER-GENOCIDE with no
place to hide,they don't want to die..but bullets with family names
break down doors,smash through windows,killing everyone in the
room...ETHNIC CLEANSING..the bullets even kills the widow.(MURDER)_(DO
YOU HEAR THE SOUND?). the night reaches out with dark hands.it's lonely
in their world.hungry african..frighten bosnian..goes to sleep without
genuflections.
___*___
African child's hunger ends tonight..the journey is over..life
ebbs..ebbs in the dust of tomorrow..in the nape of the night.. in the
distance thunder of heaven..there is no beating heart..no more crying in
the wilderness..no more searching..the bridge is over..the bridge is
over..the heart still..the eyes fold...the night becomes permanent.
_____****____
Bosnian's child runs as the stray bullet finds his PA. PA is dead.He
cried from a blown out shelter,under his mother's arms.His father's
death so senseless.a hurt within him grows and water flows.down by a
river infested with dead bodies..hide and run..run and hide.. a new game
of life and death..((NO SCHOOL TODAY,BUT CAN'T GO OUT AND PLAY.))
But four days of journeying..his mother,his sister and his bare
trembling bones..the soldiers.. foreign gave food and push them
along..no time for conversation..a war is happening..a house 28 miles
from grandmother's grave is where they laid for six days..the night
scatched like hay upon a bed full of sleep/nightmarish dreams..and the
broken door flapped in the wind. ..SUDDEN GUNS..shouts barking out and
mother widow ,mother shelter, mother mother dead too.
+_______
MOTHER...MOTHER.. Two little voices shout.... there's no answer..so he
runs and his sister fell in his arms, at his feet..slow motion.. guns
still barking dogs, spitting death and sister hangs in your head.. RUN!
RUN! CHILD RUN FOR YOUR LIFE.. twenty yards and his breath chokes
him,because his father's death..his mother's death ..his sister's death
and their love and life pulling him in... R U N
run..r.u.n..n.n...r.u.nn..un..un//
unnn ()>> r.u.....u.nnnnn.
nn
n.
Bullets enters and life leaves.
_
((BOSNIAN/AFRICAN CHILDREN AND ALL CHILDREN,ALL OVER THE WORLD DYING IN
THE FACE OF MY PITY,I DIE FOR YOU AND PRAY FOR YOU.I DO NOT HAVE
ANSWERS.))
**CHILDREN OF AMERICA..WESTERN EUROPE..CARIBBEAN..ELSEWHERE..TAKE
HEED..WHILE YOU ARE OUTSIDE YOUR WORLD AND THE MUSIC HITTING YOU AND THE
DRUGS ARE MESSING UP YOUR BRAIN AND YOU THINK YOUR LIFE IS LOST..FIND A
MINUTE, ONE DAY, TO LISTEN TO THE WIND AS IT WHISPERS TO YOU___** we are
at peace**__ we are at peace**.
it's the soul of dead children who stood no chance,but prayed for the
life you take,so much, for granted.
(((WRITER'S NOTE_--- excuses made for the young are just that EXCUSES.
In far off years- .i grew up with the poor..i grew up poor..we saw the
cowboys on television,gangters too..we played our game,using sticks as
guns..we played dead.. we played and left it there,in the past..we grew
up to be men,and some of us strayed and did't make it..Today i stand and
see a wasted journey for the young. i could tell them stories, but they
wouldn't listen,..the shouting and barking guns are all they
hear,between their ears.))
TO BE CONTINUED
..DE DEV..
TO friend Leslie O'hara..LOVE ALWAYS.
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